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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Lord Help Me!

Did you see my last blog? About me writing a book? Well, I can't think of a subject to write about...so....I am putting that idea on hold for a while.

My goal now is to help make a youtube video that will get one million views. My brother and I are trying to come up with some ideas. He had one that I wanted to try, but we can't find the time to film because I work second shift (I don't want to film before going to work) and I would hate to sacrifice part of my weekend. Plus his idea is going to involve major production. I want something we can film in about 20 minutes, with 10 minutes of editing and BAM we are done!

I hate working second shift. I am too lazy before work. I do not want to exhaust myself before work, so I find myself doing nothing but facebook for about three hours. I feel like I am wasting my life. Plus, spring is coming up. I want to spend more time at the park and the lake. I want my son to play tee ball and I want to make every game! It is depressing going to work around the same time everyone is getting off from work.

Please pray for me! I need major change in my life! Plus, I think my car is fixing to mess up. I found stuff that looks like yellow pudding in my oil today. I think water got in my oil somehow. The engine will probably lock up soon.